Girl, this is what we truly deserve

"Do I really deserve this?" one question, but the reason behind that question could possibly be more than one. You might be asking yourself if you really deserve what or who you have right now maybe because it's too
good to be true or you can't accept the fact that you've already done everything (literally) but still your best wasn't enough. (so frustrating right? *rolls eyes*)

In my 16 years of existence, I learned a lot of things through my ups and downs in life. Met a lot of temporary people, people who I treated as friends but backstabbed me in return, made wrong decisions, got betrayed by people who I trusted the most, got lied, etc. Too many negative things has happened to me these past few years that I cant even recall everything because it's too many to mention, particularly when I reached the age of 13. But, in spite of all the negative things that has came in to my life there are also a lot of things that I should be thankful for. Like, an old friend that never forgets about me, always willing to lend an ear especially when things doesn't go well anymore. We all have that one friend who knows us too well, right? That friend we remember when we hear the song "One call away" by Charlie Puth hahaha. That one person who never gets tired of listening to all of your dramas in life. And most of all our family <3. 

Good or bad, I consider it all as a lesson in life.We all have our own heartbreaking stories- right love but the timing isn't just right, that high school crush you've been longing to talk to until someone gets in the way, that one sided love, getting dumped by your boyfriend, losing a close friend because of betrayal, or even an expectation from someone who you love can badly break your heart. We can't deny the fact that sometimes because of desperation, we tend to do the things we said we would never do, just to get the guy we love :( (admit it, you've already done that once in your life hehe) and sometimes, we forget what we truly deserve.  

                                                   
                                                        Girl, this is what you truly deserve.....

You deserve someone who's so happy to have you in their life, someone who sees paradise in your                                      eyes and looks at you like you're an angel in disguise.


You deserve someone who prays to God every single night that you won't leave their side and be with                                                             them 'til the end of the line.


You deserve someone who's worth the pain, because nothing in this world is perfect. Pain will always        be there. And if there's no pain, there's no love. So choose someone who's worth the bullet, who's                                                              worth the bleeding wound.


You deserve someone who looks at you as if you're the most beautiful thing their eyes had laid on,             even if there's nothing fancy on you and he looks at you like you are the most precious diamond                                                       that everyone's been longing to have.


You deserve someone who's going to be there for you 3 a.m or 3 in the afternoon. No matter how                           busy he is, he'll still find a way to see you especially when you need him the                                                                                                    most.


You deserve someone who's so proud of you, someone who's not ashamed to kiss you anytime he                                                      wants to even in front of a massive crowd.


You deserve someone who respects you and the people around you, the people who's so important to                                                you, and mostly, the people close to your heart.


You deserve someone who's willing to leave his bad habits just for you not to leave him. Not because          you don't accept him as a whole, but because you know what's good for him and you want                                                            nothing but only the best for him.


You deserve someone who motivates you more and more each day to reach your goals, instead of                                 being a big distraction and ends up leading you to the wrong road.


You deserve someone who buys you sweets, manggang hilaw with hipon, and all the food you've               been craving for, especially on your red days. Someone who isn't ashamed to buy pads for you                       when mother earth gives you an unexpected visitor. (hey don't laugh this is true -,-)


You deserve someone who doesn't care of how silly he looks already, doing everything just to turn                                                                     your frown upside down.


You deserve all the love in the world. You deserve all the best things in life. You deserve to be appreciated even with your flaws and imperfections. You deserve to find your significant other and get through life together. Girl, you know what you deserve. You know that. Only a true man is willing to fulfill that obligation in your life deserves you. So, you don't have to settle for less just to have someone by your side. God will give you the right one at the right time and in the right place. :)


                                                                    GOD BLESS!

                                          love and many kisses, The.A♡